What the fuck happened to my bestfriend :(

I miss writing.

I miss coming on here everyday and spilling my heart.
So here let me spill, because I don't think there is one single person who will listen to me right now.

I've had, the worst day.
People hiding things, people portraying things, people leaving me out.
I don't think people think very much, I think selfishness is taking over my 'friends'.

It's not good enough.
It's not fair.

Go hurt someone else, or better yet, somehow find a way to hurt yourself.
I want you to know how it feels.
To be stabbed continuously in the heart.